8.4.11

Sad Today :( .......... UPDATED

  UPDATE ....... I would just like to say a huge 'Thank You'  to all you luvly people  for your wonderful  kind words re Alfie,  they meant so much to me and really helped me get through the rest of the day until my family came home and I could share my grief with them ... it's been a very very sad day for us all, especially my Sis & Bro in Law. 


I have now added a beautiful pic of the sweet angel at the bottom of the original post  that I would luv to share with you ....once again Thanks everyone! 



That's me!  sad  :(   I'm home alone today  and have no one to talk to about how I'm feeling and I could  burst into tears at any moment ...again,  so hope you don't mind me writing this to get it off my chest ...so t speak.

This time 1 year ago  my darling little nephew 'Alfie'  passed away,  he would now be 2 years old so this is the 1st anniversary of his death. I just can't get motivated in any way today and feel so low.  I dread to think how my Sis/bro in law are feeling right now cuz  the heartache I'm feeling is unreal.    I know he's at rest now and no longer in pain and that I am thankful for but it still hurts like mad knowing we'll never see him again....life can be so damned cruel at times. 

I didn't know whether to share a pic of him with you but thought you might not like it and I do respect other peoples feelings.


Little Alfie





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xx Hugz Lizzy xx