UPDATE ....... I would just like to say a huge 'Thank You' to all you luvly people for your wonderful kind words re Alfie, they meant so much to me and really helped me get through the rest of the day until my family came home and I could share my grief with them ... it's been a very very sad day for us all, especially my Sis & Bro in Law.
I have now added a beautiful pic of the sweet angel at the bottom of the original post that I would luv to share with you ....once again Thanks everyone!
That's me! sad :( I'm home alone today and have no one to talk to about how I'm feeling and I could burst into tears at any moment ...again, so hope you don't mind me writing this to get it off my chest ...so t speak.
I have now added a beautiful pic of the sweet angel at the bottom of the original post that I would luv to share with you ....once again Thanks everyone!
That's me! sad :( I'm home alone today and have no one to talk to about how I'm feeling and I could burst into tears at any moment ...again, so hope you don't mind me writing this to get it off my chest ...so t speak.
This time 1 year ago my darling little nephew 'Alfie' passed away, he would now be 2 years old so this is the 1st anniversary of his death. I just can't get motivated in any way today and feel so low. I dread to think how my Sis/bro in law are feeling right now cuz the heartache I'm feeling is unreal. I know he's at rest now and no longer in pain and that I am thankful for but it still hurts like mad knowing we'll never see him again....life can be so damned cruel at times.
I didn't know whether to share a pic of him with you but thought you might not like it and I do respect other peoples feelings.
Little Alfie
Thanks for popping by
xx Hugz Lizzy xx
Sending you hugs Lizzy. It's 4yrs since we lost our little boy and I still have those sad days sometimes - I think I probably always will. I hope tomorrow is a better day for you. Lisa x
ReplyDeleteAwwww lizzy I'm so sorry to read about little Alfie, the pain must be unbearable for you and your family.I wished I lived near to you so that I could give you a hug, sending you lots of love and hugs sweetie
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oh my goodness , I am so sorry xx It must be terrible to lose a child and can only imagine the grief that you and your family will all be feeling xx My heart goes out to you, your sister and BIL ,,, and everyone around you at this difficult time xx
ReplyDeleteDon't be too hard on yourself , you are entitled to time to do nothing but grieve,, you just do what you feel is right hunny.
I am thinking of you and your family and wish you had someone with you for a shoulder to cry on,,x x x
sending love, hugs and lots of sympathy xx
Lols x x x
Hiya Lizzy of course its gonna be hard the 1st anna. always is..but like you say he is at peace now & not suffering..if it makes YOU feel better go ahead with a piccy it will be nice to see the sweet little guy..
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hi lizzy,sending you a large (((hug))) and wish i was nearer to comfort you but let it out and cry and yes add a pic of alfie as he was and still is a member of your family,take care and i hope hubby is soon home,x
ReplyDeleteOh Lizzy, I'm so sorry. I know exactly how you feel because some years ago my brother and his wife lost their first child. Do post a picture if you want to - you have to do whatever helps you through this. Sending you a big hug, Tracey xx
ReplyDeleteLizzy. I am so sorry for your families loss. I know there are no words that can I lost my twin brother 5 years ago and all I can tell you is that though the pain never goes away, it does get a little easier to manage as time goes by. I don't know what your thoughts on faith are, but for me, I feel llike God has really helped me through. I hope you feel a bit better soon.Thinking of you...
ReplyDeleteSo sorry you are alone today Lizzie, Alfie is in a better place but that is no comfort to you today....the first year is always the worst,... i.e.... first birthday, first Christmas, first of everything....... safe in the arms of Jesus.....
ReplyDeleteThinking of you
Tilly x
Sending you great big hugs xx
ReplyDeleteHi Lizzy, I'm so sorry for your loss!! I think this feeling will come back every year, it sounds so unfair for he never got the chance to live and enjoy life. Just know my thoughts are with you and your family.
ReplyDeleteHugs,Frea
I can't image how you are feeling, to lose a child so young it is so cruel,
ReplyDeletemy thought are with you
big hugs from Daniele x
Sending you Big Hugs Lizzy
ReplyDeleteHugs Dianne xx :)
Sending love your way Lizzy, you put a picture of him on your blog hun, if it makes you feel better then why not......take care.xxx
ReplyDeleteOh hun...sending you big hugs sweetie and I cannot imagine what you are going through...my thoughts are with you and your family..
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Hi Lizzy
ReplyDeleteI'm so sorry to hear about little Alfie, my deepest sympathys to your family. I lost my youngest brother last year and know that the grief is so hard, even now. Please don't be hard on yourself.
Take care.
Kelly.x
Aww Lizzy, big hugs to you and your family at this sad time ..... in time it will become easier. Hugs, Claire x
ReplyDeleteAaw! Lizzy thinking about you, time passes so quickly too, hope you found some comfort from messages you recieved.There are a lot of peeps that care about you !x
ReplyDeleteaw hun.i am so sorry, have only just seen your post and its too late to phone you now.
ReplyDeleteyou shouldn`t be so hard on yourself.you need a good cry hun and a cuddle from ya hubby.
remember little alfie is still with you everyday, in your heart and mind.
sending huge hugs
luv nic xxxxxx
Hi Lizzy. Sending some hugs your way and can't imagine what your sister and family have went through this past year. The first year is always the worst. Take Care. Donna
ReplyDeleteMy thought have been with you this month wasn't quite sure of the date but knew it was due, it's unreal how fast time goes. Thinking of you all, Janet
ReplyDeleteHi Lizzy, I am so sorry to hear today is the day... I just want to tell you I am thinking of you on this very difficult day and sending you big big hugs. I think it is good you added your little angel's picture to your post:-). Lots of love and hugs Delphine xx
ReplyDeleteAm not sure what to say Lizzy as this is such a really tough one to bear. All I know is you need your time to grieve and sending you a hug.
ReplyDeleteHugs Annette x
the first anniversaries are the hardest.
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Debby
I'm thinking of you Lizzy Lou.Little Alfie is on the rainbow with all of our angels,watching you and the boys,mummy and daddy and his little sister.My little blue candle shines for your special little boy xx Love you Lizzy Lou always from Pinky Poo xxxxxxx
ReplyDeleteThinking of you hun and sending hugs, Luv Sam x
ReplyDeleteHi Lizzie ((gentle hugs)) Thinking of you & your family while you remember fondly your little angel xx Jenny xx
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